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Sunday May 1, 2005
location : Australia

hello every1..
my name's angel.. and im 14 yrs old. to start off with, im not infected with AIDS. i just happened 2 be searching something for my PD assignment and found this site.. i have read some of the stories.. and cant believe how many people are infected with this horrible disease.. the main reason im riting this 2 let u noe.. that its not worth having sex when u arnt 110% sure that the person ur having it with isnt infected.
now which religion forbids having sex b4 marriage?
Islam.


Tuesday May 3, 2005
location : Phoenix, USA

I decided to write. I am 49 year old male and been pos 20 years. Doctors keep telling Me i am in bad shape but i will not do the meds. I feel fine. Was told the other day i have been full blown for 10 years. I see so many people that are doing good with the meds but do not have much life to them. There are so many side effects. If i had started Years ago I would of probaly been sick from the meds all these years. Good luck to all. Bobby


Thursday May 5, 2005
location : Texas, USA

hi my name is dawn..im 17 i was 16 when i got in the wrong crowd too and i was drunk when i first lost my virginity and on time i over dosed on pills to and had to go to the hostipal and not long ago i got tested for hiv and other stds it came out negitive ..but the test only told me if i had anything from november to jan ..after jan i only had 3 partner ..i had a talk with one of them he told me no he got tested and he doesnt have anything but he could be lieing just to do it with me agian..i havent been able to sleep .i get crying spells at night, i dont want to die im all i know ..when i had sex with two of those guys after jan (it was a three some) i came home afterwards i just knew i got somthing from them i had to take a shower...i pray to god i get to live...but if i do have somthing im going to become a scientist to help find a cure... i could of had a wonderful life i have a guy who loves me sooo much ..im a model my life is perfect besides the hiv thing ..i was soo stupid !!! now being in this situation make me smarter now ..and i hope i come out negitive .so i can live a long healthy life being aware of danger and i can help other guys and girls in this situation .. please anyone pray that i dont have hiv and i'll pray for u too.. i came out of a strong christian family but it was cuz of the wrong croud that got me in this danger ...i had a talk with to of my gal friends from that time and i told them about the hiv now the regret ever doing this to me..they thought they were doing me a favor but instead they were killing me.


Friday May 6, 2005
location : New York, USA

dear whoever this may concern, my name is samantha and i am 15 years old and i am HIV positive, i have a two year old daughter. My job is to stand on a street corner. One of the guys i slept with was HIV positive and he never tol me untill after we did it. After him I have slelpt with many more other guys would they be HIV positive too? I have no where to turn and i need some help. I would also like to know if my daughter is HIV positive.


Friday May 6, 2005
location : Houston, USA

Hi, my name is Jorge, not my real name. I wanted to share my fear of getting an HIV test. Within the last 2 years I have engaged in 5-6 different high risk sexual behaviors. I've had unprotected sex with 5 differnt women one time each. The sixth female was with my ex-girl who I had unprotected sex for over a year. Anyway, I'm 27 and I'm seriously worried that I may be infected. I ask myself how will I deal with the results if they come back positive. How will I pay for the medication, I don't have health insurance? Will I go into such a deep depression that I'll lose everthing - my business, my house, etc! I just can't bring myself to do it...I'm sooo scared!
At times, I assume that I'm probably infected, that I'll began telling myself whats the point of caring and using protection. Again I'm just really scared and confused on how to deal with this.
Jorge


Saturday May 7, 2005
location : Australia

Hi I'm from Australia and I just want to say that I am very sorry to hear about what the majority of these people are going through, who have HIV/Aids. I do not have this disease, I am HIV Negative. But I feel for you, I feel so sorry for you. I just happened to stumble upon this site and thought I would share my view. I don't think its fair to discriminate against those with this disease, you have to imagine how you'd feel if you had it and people were looking at you as if you were sick, yuck, junkie etc. It seems as if a lot of people from the USA have it more so than what Australia does, but maybe thats cause some Australians arent posting stories, not that theres anything wrong wit hthat! anyway I just want to say I do feel sorry for you and I wish I could help. Thanks!


Sunday May 8, 2005
location : Florida, USA

Hi, I want to tell all of you who suffer from hiv or aids or have loved ones who suffer from it that you're not alone, I pray every day for a cure to be found, many diseases can be cured today and it should be a matter of time, but we must never give up or stop hoping and trying.
I love you all, God bless you.

Saturday May 14, 2005
location : Kenya

Please help me ,to repent , i trust on the Lord to heal me . my wife and i were tested HIV + but we refuse to let the demon disease have authority in us . Our Blood stream is protected by Jesus .
We know He ius the only so of God , we need His forgiveness and healing . He died so that we may be made whole .
For the sake of His Glory we repent and ask for healing in Jesus Name

Tuesday May 17, 2005
location : Australia

I don't really know alot about this disease, only what i've learnt from my health class and stories i've read on this site and news reports from Africa.
I just wanted to say that although everyone says you have a choice to do what you want to do and what you don't, that isn't the case for some women in Africa. In some of the male dominated tribes/towns in Africa, the men believe they can be cured of HIV by having sex with virgins!! These women, who are usually 12 or so have no say in what happens to them. Afica has been described as a 'continent in peril'. There are so many children who are being orphaned by this disease. Over half of the people in the world who have AIDS are living in Africa.
I just wanted to say that you can control what happens to you. YOU have the opportunity and the choice to protect yourself against this disease. They don't. Don't increase the number of people with this incurable disease. Help educate others.

Wednesday May 18, 2005
location : USA

I am a 23 year old female from the mid-west. I was date raped a few years ago... I contracted HPV, Gonorrhea, and Chlamydia (believe from him). I found out because my new boyfriend (who I am still with) got symptoms, (I realize now we should have used a condom, but being that I was so traumatized from the rape, I was not thinking clearly, or fairly in regards to my sexual health or my boyfriends, I truly learned from this experience)I too, was tested and came back positive , and I was having HPV symptoms, I was treated and have been symptom free since. I was too scared to get an HIV test. I have been worried since the rape incident, because of the 3 STD's I contracted from him; I knew my odds were high.
Recently, I had a work-comp issue as I came in contact with one of my client‚s blood; I was forced to get HIV tested. The test came back negative yesterday and it was one of the best days of my life. I hadn't realized how much the fear of HIV was dictating my life. I feel more light-hearted and confident that I have in years. I am so grateful to be healthy, I can deal with the HPV which I will have for life, but I am not sure that I would have been ok if I had HIV. I admire those who are able to sustain a relatively healthy mental state with the disease, but I am not that strong. My boyfriend has been wonderfully supportive, loving and strong for me, I am so happy to have such a wonderful and understanding man. Good luck and good health to you all.

Tuesday May 24, 2005
location : Florida, USA

Hi,this site is so great and helpfull. I lived in a fear that I was HIV positive since 2003. Last time I tested in May 2003 it was negative. Since then I have unprotected sex. And wondered if i contracted the virus. I was so afraid that i never got tested again until last week. Today i got a call from my doctors office that my results are in. So I went , so afraid what would they tell, i had unprotected sex few months ago but my tests were NEGATIVE! YAY. so from now i am only using a protection. Ya'll please be safe!!!! I am 26 years old, and just got married 2 months ago. I am very happy right now, and get tested!!! its good to know.

Tuesday May 24, 2005
location : California, USA

HEY I AM 17 AND FROM CALIFORNIA. I AM A BISEXUAL MALE. I WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH A GUY I MET ON THE INTERNET. HE WAS 19. AFTER 1 1/2 OF BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM WE HAD UNPROTECTED SEX. (I WAS THE BOTTOM). WE BROKE UP DAYS LATER AND NEVER TALKED AGAIN. THEN ONE DAY WHEN CHATTING ONLINE THIS GUY FROM THE SAME CITY AS MY EX AND I MET IN A CHATROOM. WE TALKED AND THEN HE KEPT ON TALKN BOUT HIS FRIEND WHO HAD THE SAME NAME AS MY EX. I WAS CURIOUS SO I ASKED HIM TO DESCRIBE HIS FRIEND. IT WAS IN FACT MY EX WHOM HE WAS TALKING ABOUT . I WAS SHOCKED. I WAS EVEN MORE SHOCKED WHEN HE TOLD ME THEY HAD MESSED AROUND WITHOUT PROTECTION A FEW MONTHS BEFORE WE MESSED AROUND. HE TOLD ME HAD RECENTLY GOTTEN TESTED AND TESTED NEGATIVE, BUT I THOUGHT TO MYSELF HOW MANY OTHER PEOPLE COULD HE HAVE MESSED AROUND WITH, WITHOUT PROCTECTION . BECAME VERY SCARED. I ASKED MY EX ABOUT IT AND HE SAID THAT HE WASNT LIKE THAT,BUT THE HAD LIED TO ME SO MANY TIMES BEFORE THAT I COULDNT BELIEVE HIM ANYMORE. TWO MONTHS AFTER EXPOSURE I GOT TESTED AND TESTED NEGATIVE. DEEP DOWN IN MY HEAD I KINDA KNEW I WAS NEGATIVE BUT THE DOUGHT AND POSSIBILIES STILL SCARED ME FOR WEEKS. I THANK GOD EVERDAY FOR GIVING ANOTHER CHANCE IN LIFE AND HAVE SINCE PROMISED HIM I WILL NEVER AGAIN TAKE SUCH A RISK WITHOUT BEING 100% CERTAIN THAT MY PARTNER IS NEGATIVE. PEACE OF MIND SEEMS SO PRECIOUS BEFORE SUCH A SERIOUS DOUGHT TAKES CONTROL.

Wednesday May 25, 2005
location : Australia

HI GUYS AND GIRLS
I AM A MOTHER OF 7 CHILDREN AND UNDERSTAND SOME OF THE PAIN YOU ARE GOING THROUGH,
JUST WRITING TO LET YOU KNOW I FELT SAD READING YOUR PAGES AS I HAVE BROTHERS WHO GAY, I HAVE ALSO HAVE A BROTHER MISSING FOR THE LAST 7 YEARS,AND DONT KNOW IF THIS IS THE RESULT OR NOT. I HAVE ALSO MEET SOME NICE PEOPLE AND CANT BELIVE THEY ARE SO SICK
MY THOUGHTS ARE WITH YOU

Sunday May 29, 2005
location : NYC, USA

I was struck by the story from the married woman in Long Island. It is similar to my story. I was infected in the same exact way. Not only do you have to deal with the horror of this disease and the every day struggles that it brings medically, emotionally and within society, but you have the added burden of dealing with the shame of the affair. Contracting this disease on top of it adds a tremendous complication to resolving that affair. I was lucky too, and had a strong enough marriage to withstand this devastating situation that has forever impacted our relationship. I hope to hear back from the woman in Long Island or anyone in similar circumstance.

Monday May 30, 2005

hello everyone.
i am 26 now and two years a go i had a relationship with e woman from uk. we were planning a life together and we were so happy. but living away from each other she decided to break up. I was so desperate and now one can understand. passed days without eating, crying, feeling down, powerless. after this i started having a constant low degree fever which lasted for months. my mom pushed me to go get tested. it was three months after i had the intercourse. i resulted negative. but still my feeling of being sick didn't disappear. after that i got retested again after more then 6 months and i still resulted negative. my doctor said that the disorders i was experiencing were caused by my mental state. after this i tried to free my mind. had sex with another woman which i believe her very much because she feels about me. now i have another relationship with my fiance which i want to spend my life with, but i have nightmares following day and night. i have something on my tongue (which i don't know to descirbe) but wherever i've been (doctors) tell me it is nothing. sometime i feel so weak, and i sweat a lot. the only thing which consoles mind (if so) is that i have never lost weight, i've added more and more. and i also think that the way i feel might also be because i keep thinking of what happened.

Monday May 30, 2005
location : Memphis, USA

Hello, my name is nieceee I am black 18 year old from tennessee. Where can I starte- I guess I can say every body story have touched my heart. You all are very brave and I give you all the up most respect. I have read so many stories, never aware of the danger of taking someone word. I can't believe people would give someone a deadly disease. That is so selfish and hurmful. I am so sorry for those who have the disease and I pray a cure is found soon. As I write this I am in tears. for I never knew how important it is to get tested. You all have taught me a lesson, that I will pass on. For I have had unprotected sex and in the process have had two children. Since my awareness I will go get tested for the disease. Thank you all for your stories I love each and every one of you.
     
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