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Friday July 7, 2006
location : USA

I have been worried to death since Ive been a little boy of this fear of having HIV/AIDS for some reason. The fear went away shortly before I became a teenager and then when I had sex with this girl when I was fourteen the fears started back again, Im talking about murder all day and all night worring that I was dying Im now twenty-four and just got word from the doctors office that the results are negative im getting married to beautiful young lady in one month and I just want to share with others out there that JESUS is alive and he knows what were going through, all you have to do is trust in him. Just thought I would share this quick passage.

Friday July 14, 2006
location : Memphis,USA

I am an 18 year old female. I was 13 when I first started to have sex. I was in Detroit whrn I lost my virginity. When I got back to my hometown (Memphis), I just started going out rageous with sex. It was like I was sex addicted. In my whole life I've had 35+ sex partners. I prayed to God to bring this one man into my life that I could be faithful to and he could be faithful to me also. God brought me this young, fine man. Me and him have now been together for a year. We go through ups and downs, but thats in every relationship. Chlymdia was brought into our relationship. I couldnt blame him, he couldnt blame me cuz we dont know for sure who bought it in our relationship. But at the age af 15, I had caught three STD's: Chlymdia, Trichamonas, and Gonarhea. I hated it. I took an HIV test also. My doctor said if she didnt call back within 2 weeks, I was negative. Two weeks passed. I just knew I was negative. I called in to be sure and she said I was negative. So ladies and gentlemen, when u have sex, please use protection. I know you wouldnt want a sick body so be careful!!!

Monday July 17, 2006
location : USA

I'm scared that I might be positive this time, but I am not sure. It scares me to even think about twice,before I was concern if I really was.Then i dot tested last December the last week before new years..I sat there crying my heart out wondering if it might be true...I had unprotected sex with ex-boyfriends that I could trust...it hurt when I close my eyes and get flashbacks. When the test was done. the doctor told me we'll have the results next week, we'll call you. I was crying my eyes out jus thinking, that I might be..When that day came..man all I did was bite my nails until the blood started to drip down my wrist to my arms. She came out and said negative...man was I relief..but then the doctor gave me advice and told me to becareful this time.. I didnt listen and had sex unprotected again. with two other guys..and I was wasted and scared.. I had told them that I might be HIV positive this time....they freak out and got themselves tested the 2nd told me he was negative and I was relief then the 1st jus left to go to the army...i jus assume that it was a negative...now my boyfriend now...doesnt know my story.. I have told him I was tested ...we had sex a cupole of times and I was his first..so cupole of times we used a condom..that was bout 8 or 10 times we used a condom then we stop..and I'm scared to let him now that me and him should get tested..my advice is just dont think everything is back to normal because you got tested and turn out negative and think you can do it all over again..thankx for taking the time for reading my story and hope u learn something...

Friday July 21, 2006

Hi my name is Emily and I would like to say to all those affected with this virus to have faith and never give up. I am very touch by the stories that I have read, and I will say a prayer for everyone affected. Even though I am not infected one of my very close friend die of complications caused by this disease. This had a great impact on my life as I was witness to all the suffering and pain he went through. This has lead me to become very cautious with myself and those around me. I think this site and the stories posted are very inspiring and helpful to the reader infected or not. I will continue to visit this site and pass on information about it to my friends and colleagues. Have faith and be strong. God Blessings. Emily.

Thursday July 27, 2006
location : USA

I'm suppose to get a HIV test Fri and I'm so scared. What's really scaring me is I've known this guy a long time, but when we met up again I saw that he had lost a lot of weight. My first thought was Aids, but out of loneliness I paid no attention and had unprotected sex. Dumb me asked him afterward and he said he didn't have it. Which by then it was too late. Now I'm petrified. I'm too old I know better, the very thing I'm always talking to my grandchildren about and here I go and do it. well all I can do now is pray it's all in God's hands.

Keep me in your prayers


Friday August 4, 2006
location : USA

If you diligently heed the voice of the LORD your God and do what is right in His sight, give ear to His commandments and keep all His statutes, I will put none of the diseases on you... (Exodus 15:26)

Beloved, I pray that you may prosper in all things and be in health, just as your soul prospers. (3 John 2)

So you shall serve the LORD your God, and He will bless your bread and your water. And I will take sickness away from the midst of you.

(Exodus 23:25)
Bless the LORD, O my soul,
And forget not all His benefits:
Who forgives all your iniquities,
Who heals all your diseases,

(Psalm 103:3)

For you were bought at a price; therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God‚s.

(1Corinthians 6:20)

Seek Gods face in repentance, ask for forgiveness, trust in the cleansing blood of Jesus, plead for the Holy Spirit and believe His promises. He heard my cry He can hear yours.

God Bless


Tuesday August 15, 2006
location : Isreal

Dear All, This is a message to whomever tested negative. Please stay negative. It‚s entirely in your power to do so. There is no need to put your self in stress after risky encounter. Save your worries and health to care for your self, family and friends. This is the great site to realize we can control ourselves and our future.


Tuesday August 15, 2006
location : USA

Hello, I am a young educated African American women , who has enjoyed all of the pleasures in life. I am currently a graduate student in my last year studiying health administration. I have spent alot of time over the last few years researching the effect of HIV/Aids on the socioeconomic structure of urban communities. I have found that the black community is much more ignorent to acceptance of those infected than other communities. I would like to commend this website for giving a voice to individuals who's words have become faint, and purposes in life have become questionable. I reach out to all of you to help the younger generation, and arm them with the knowledge, skills and thirst for life that will allow them to respect themselves enough to protect themselves, not just from HIV/Aids, but from drugs, crime, and the ignorence that leads to the inclusion of all of these things. Your lives will not be in vain , and just beause many of you will not be able to have children of your own, the world is filled with young bright minds that need direction and hope. i pray everyday that the lord will put an end to this epidemic, and that the face of Aids will change. We must protect our futures by educating our youths and love and guide them as God loves and guides us. You are all in my prayes. God Bless you. (H.E.T)


Saturday August 19, 2006
location : Regina, Saskatchewan

I know that I have HIV. I have all the symptoms and will be tested when I get back to Canada. I am very scared. But, I am very calm. I am tired of worrying. I don't know what to do. I am up at 5:00 a.m. in the morning. I know that I will be unable to cope. I won't tell my family. I will have to deal with it when I get older. I am sad. But, I am happy because I realize how precious life is. I want to just say that whatever happens. I will deal. I won't kill myself.


Saturday August 19, 2006
location : New York, USA

I have been living with the fear of HIV for many years. I knew there was a possibility that I could have been positive but yet I married someone putting his and my life in danger, because neither one of us had been tested prior. I remember being afraid that I would be outed when my daughter was born in '94. I have been condeming myself and living with uncertainty about my future because of the risk I took at 18yrs old. I would worry every time I got a cold or a even a yeast in fection.I thought maybe my daughters autism was a result of hiv infection.

I am now 33, and guilt prompted me to get a test after my husband took a rapid test and recieved a negative result. I had unprotected sex while we were separated and never told my husband. Since he also had unprotected sex, i felt it easier to blame him than to confess. I decided to take the test and get over my fear, because my husband had a negative result and I didn't want to put him at risk.

My test return negative but i am still thinking how my selfishness almost ruined lives. I am so afraid to be put myself in this perdiciment agaim that I'll probably use condoms forever, even with my husband.


Monday August 21, 2006
location : South Africa

My name is John. I'm Deaf black gay. I living with HIV Positive. I have proud my life of three is Deaf, gay and HIV positive. I was not worry my life because I have role model for Hearing gay with HIV Positive. Now I went to teaches Deaf students Diverity Awaress Training Manual for workshop in provinces at South African. I has role model for Deaf community that there must try living with HIV positive.


Tuesday August 22, 2006
location : London

In response to Drinking blood

I am sending this e mail in response to the story about drinking blood sent byRuth, sent via Email November 15, 2005 from Dublin, Ireland & I plead with you that you send it to her.

I was deeply touched by her story & sense of hopelessness & I would like this e mail to be sent to her to show her that all is not lost & there is hope.

I used to live what some would say a privileged life style mixing with the rich famous & beautiful, & having pretty girlfriends etc, this lifestyle left me ill, desperate & without hope. In June 2000 I gave my life to Jesus, he came into my life & healed me of everything & gave me a life worth living.

Through reading the Bible I came to understand why I became so without hope & ill.

Now for the blood issue The Bible tells us not to eat blood (not to be mistaken for what the Jehovah witness‚s believe about blood transfusions).

The Bible tells me not to eat blood. Leviticus 17:12 Therefore I say to the Israelites, „None of you may eat blood, nor may an stranger living among you eat blood.‰

13„ ŒAny Israelite or any stranger living among you who hunts any animal or bird that may be eaten must drain out the blood and cover it with earth, 14because the life of every creature is its blood. That is why I have said to the Israelites, „You must not eat the blood of any creature, because the life of every creature is its blood;

The life of every creature is in its blood, that includes humans. You can take on its life, diseases & many other things by taking blood from a human.

But there is hope for you. Jesus can heal you of this if you will let him.

You can get started by praying & asking him to come into your life & make a new start.

How can you make a new start? Romans 10:9 says that "if you shall confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus, and shall believe in your heart that God hath raised him from the dead, you shall be saved."

It's as easy as saying, "Jesus, I'm turning my life over to You. From this day forward I'm Yours." What better time to turn your life around than right now, wherever you are, just give your life to Jesus. Then jump up and down and holler, "Praise God, I'm starting all over!" And find out what it really means to have a Happy New Year! --

 


     
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