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Irecently got scared
about being HIV positive because of all of the billboard signs and tv
programs that have been on (especially considering that tom. is national
testing day)
ya see, i cheated on my boyfriend of 3 1/2 years last year with three
guys (i used a condomn with one) i am now terrified of the risk that i
could have HIV. there was this program on BET tonight about how AIDS is
the #1 cause of death for black women the ages of 25-44 in America. this
really scared me considering that i am a young black woman.(17) it also
said that 66% of black women contract it from unprotected heterosexual
sex. i also remember that i had sex with one guy while i was on my period
and that greatly increases the risk and i can not recall if we had used
a condomn that time or not. i am soooo scared and got tested on June 24.
my results come in July 9, and wheather i'm pos. or neg., i'll be telling
you guys first because you understand what i'm going through. i also recently
had unprotected sex with another guy in april, so i'll have to take another
test in a couple of months. SEX is not worth it. People need to be exclusive
with one person and still ALWAYS use a comdomn. There is NO excuse, if
any young people are reading this you need to realize how HUGE this epidemic
is becoming, and everyone thinks it can't happen to them, but it can!!!!!
PLEASE LISTEN!!! i love you all and will be getting back wit u on JULY
9... pray for me and wish me the best.
p.s. the biggest fear is having given it to my best friend and boyfriend
of 3 1/2 years who i love deeply
Sent via Email June
27, 2002, st. louis , USA
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