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Unprotected sex

Well, it all started out when I was 16 years old and I was having unprotective sex with my boyfriend. I didn't think ever this would happen to me, and I don't know why it did. I didn't do anything wrong, it was just a harm-less thing as having sex. Well, we went to many parties, and I got drunk, ended up having unprotective sex with about 3 boys or more. I was very stupid. About weeks later, I got a cold. Well, it started getting worse and worse, I didn't know what was wrong with me. I started feeling very 'out of it'. I thought I was going to die, I could hardly breath! My mother made me go to the doctor, I didn't think anything of it. I just thought I must have catched something very severe. But, I was wrong. The doctor was checking, then he said "I am going to check your blood," he said "It may be something there." So he did, it took days and days and I think even weeks for the results to come. Well, my mother came to me, it was almost my 17th birthday. So, I thought something about having my party. But no, she came with the results. She read it all first, she was crying. I was so confused, then I found out I was HIV-positive. I started crying, she didn't know I was having unprotective sex with so many guys. It was just a very bad moment, I wish never happened. It was as if my mother didn't trust me anymore, my mother told my father, then talked if it was 'safe' to tell the whole family. Well, they ended up telling them anyways. Now, that people know I have AIDS, it's as if I am so 'different' from people. No one even looks at me like they used to anymore. I am 20 years old now, so it didn't happen too long ago. It's so bad though, it could have been as simple as having protective sex, as simple as that! I didn't think back then, now I do. And now that I do, no one even comes near me. So, I feel as if no one loves me now. But I know my family does, even if everyone knows the truth, its better that way. I don't want to ruin anyone elses lives, because I ruined mine. So think about this. You should always have protective sex, and trust the people that you do have sex with.

 

Sent via Email May 3, 2005 from New York, USA.

 
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