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I just want to let everyone know that I was going through major grief for 3 years after losing my husband to a tragedy. I was lost, looking for love... and, during that time I would date and give myself to more than enough men. None of which turned to be even a real boyfriend. I was trying to replace something real with something unreal. In admist, trying to hurt myself.

I was scared to be HIV tested because I didn't know how I would handle the news of being Positive. But, I went to do the test anyways. The clinic I went to told me I'd have to wait 2 weeks for the results! I just couldn't wait after 3 days, so I went to another clinic and got the Rapid test. 20 minutes. The longest 20 minutes of my life and I had no idea how it was going to come back. I prayed and prayed. I knew I messed up with God because I should have known better to value my temple and the body HE gave me. But, for the longest time I must just didn't love myself.


My test came back NEGATIVE and from now on I will be abstinent. I love myself enough not to let another take my life. Men will LIE. Or, they can LIE and say they've been tested and haven't. BE CAREFUL. SEX ain't that good anyways unless it's with someone you truly love and loves you. By that time, go get a test TOGETHER before you decide to not use a condom.



Sent via Email June 25, 2008 from US.


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